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Dear Angel;

I bleed for the second time tonight Holding, well, all that's in my mind. If only my love could be with you. If only this pain, This pain die too. Dear Angel - April Sixth

her.

-nur hanisah
-15 going on 16
-kranji
-zhenghua
-crescent
-290592
-angelinheaven_28@hotmail.com


what she wants.

-8 points for O's
-a pet
-pretty pink guitar
-meet my long lost childhood best friend
-pink organizer
-The Final Curtain album!


what she loves.

-God
-Family
-Friends
-cupcakes
-flowers
-lollipops
-pink&purple
-poems
-apples
-Further Seems Forever
-Secondhand Serenade
-red&black


things we wanna do after O's.

-visit Haw Par Villa(?!)
-jamming!!
-tour around Singapore ;p (+ taking Singapore Flyer)
-slumber pary :D
-learn salsa
-zoo/bird park (?)
-group picnic (:
-mastering the art of baking cupcakes! :DDD
-trekking
-bird watching ???


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    • Friday, November 30, 2007




    'As we chain smoke cigarettes without thinking, sent 11/30/2007 11:32 PM:EEW?! YOU SAID EEW?! NOBODY SAYS EEW TO GOSSIP GIRL!!!!!!!
    As we chain smoke cigarettes without thinking, sent 11/30/2007 11:32 PM:NOBODY!!!!!!!!!
    As we chain smoke cigarettes without thinking, sent 11/30/2007 11:33 PM:BY THE WAY 200 HOURS IS LIKE NEAR 8 DAYS?!'

    'im not saying eeew to gossip girl, im saying eeew to you! ha ha ha. and yes, thats 8 days, but hey looks like its gonna last longer :/'

    haha, mental note to self. i forget things easily. doubt i'll rmb after 8 days.

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    8:45 PM


    i fell out of the wrong side of my bed and landed in my worst mood



    yea, the title says it all.
    woke up in the worst mood ever.
    went to school to meet raihan and liy to buy my books HEHHH
    town-ed after that and left early.
    but good thing, cause i came home to find a hugeeeeeee chicken drumstick and buttered corn waiting for me HEE HEE :D
    im so bored during this hols im actually done with half of my hmwk TSKK
    ok maybe good but, i didnt plan my hols to be this way :/
    and and i finished ALL of physics in one day! :DD
    haha ms ho should give me a trophy for that man (since i hardly do my phys hmwk. LOL)
    i have decided to withdraw from my social circle till next fri ((:
    stay at home the whole week, except for movie (enchanted enchanted!!)with my family! :D

    oh, and liy and i went for um, job hunting just now. LOL
    and yes, they're very age biased HMPH
    anyways, haha quoted from liy!: "its either i find a job or find a boyfriend"
    lol hell yeah true! maybe the latter one sounds better, haha no work, extra love + extra $$. :D
    then i can eat out everyday(unhealthy i know, but who cares), cab around wherever i go, go out shopping every other day :DD
    HAHAH okay im thinking too much! oh and which reminds me.
    my mum keeps insisting that im hiding a bf somewhere PFFFTTTT
    cause i giggle when i read some msgs(cant help it the msgs are amusing!!), go online almost every night(duhh more ppl online at night), and listen to love songs (wth? if you realise, almost 80% of the popular&nice songs now are like, love songs :// gee, cant blame me)
    HAHA i have retarded ppl around me (yes, raihan, amira and liy included LOL)

    OH btw RAIHAN! if you're reading this, hahaha stop trying to guess who's apricot(<3) ahahah. yknow i was just randomly thinking bout it on my way home in the lrt, and i was like grinning like nobody's business and nearly laughed a couple of times. (tskkkk and i was standing right in the middle and kaypo AHMA's were staring at me like nobody's business :0)
    (oh btw, if you know how to fix my template help me k!!)

    haha okay im off, i shall not stay online too long tonight heh im a gooooood girl! ((:

    -Pink&Black

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    5:53 AM

    Tuesday, November 27, 2007


    you remind me of someone...



    ...but hey, dont get it wrong. (:
    your smile, your laughter, your seriousness at times, your craziness, your cute-ness, your funky-ness ((; (scenes playing in my head)
    eh nooo, im not obsessed, haha just that i keep getting reminded of it over and over again.
    as weird as it is, i really want this period to be over, for this whole THING to be over, cause i just feel like im not myself anymore

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    10:33 AM


    this is a very random post



    bleeding love's playing now.
    no, not because i like it, not anymore(just a bit, they keep playing it on the radio tskk).
    it reminds me of hmm, someone. apricot. (: / ): (supp to be emo face but wth, haha i dunno how to put emo smiley)
    (omg cute) man, i feel so wrong :x
    i know this is never supposed to happen but HAIYOH, i think im crazy, like really. (but omg, why do you always remind me of someone?)
    ARGH COME SAVE ME SOMEONE, ANYONE!
    its one plus in the morn now, tell me why im still awake.
    still very convinced im an owl hah hah hah
    i get sleepy in the day and very awake at night OHMY
    not good, not good.

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    9:13 AM

    Friday, November 23, 2007




    omg you're so freaking mean.
    guess you didnt realise those words that came out from your mouth huh.
    DO YOU KNOW WHO I AM, DO YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL.
    if you're doing it on purpose then im sorry, but happy talking to yourself (:
    you know everything, you're pretty much aware of it, yet you do it over and over again, happily telling me everything. omg IDIOT.
    you always piss me off to the max man.
    and i hate that i love you so ):

    -Pink&Black

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    Wednesday, November 21, 2007




    ok so im finally back. i feel so detached from this blog alr man.
    i dunno what to update on, there's many things going on. okay not today, too tired. Im buying books tmr omg im so sad! ):
    cause im supp to go tgt with the rest but my mum just told me just now tt we're going tmr )):
    AND talking to fellow taridra-ians are so fuuuuunnnnnnn! ;DD
    (HINTS HINTS <--BIGGGG HINTS)
    LOL ok im crapping, shall update bout EVERYTHING tmr (:

    i have a deep dark secret. noone else shall know(except for liy!) <3
    (she still owes me Apricot)

    -Pink&Black

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    Thursday, November 15, 2007




    Tattoo, Bleeding Love and Noone has been on repeat continuously. <3
    i cant help thinking too much
    even taridra(pbmc) plus studying/doing hmwk the past few days nonstop cant take my mind off things.
    bio is actually a nice subject to READ ON, not to STUDY. get that right.
    but somehow even the books give me memories, some unwanted.
    i cant help reminiscing bout the past two.
    i dare to say, the past 3 years of my life has been the best and greatest.
    i'd be lying if i were to say i hate Crescent.
    plus in the train just now, i remembered that its the sec4s prom night. and i really felt sad bout it, just sad bout how fast time flies.
    it kills, seriously.

    I can't waste time so give it a moment
    I realize, nothing's broken
    No need to worry 'bout everything I've done
    Live every second like it was my last one
    Don't look back at a new direction
    I loved you once, needed protection
    You're still a part of everything I do
    You're on my heart just like a tattoo
    (Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
    I'll always have you, I'll always have you)

    -Pink&Black

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    6:53 AM

    Tuesday, November 13, 2007


    bleeding love



    okay so now amira's got me addicted to Bleeding Love(Leona Lewis), like being addicted to Noone(Alicia Keys) is not enough!

    i was just happily singing along to the songs yest.
    but today, the songs seem like a whole different thing
    cause i realised both songs sort of have the same meaning
    (at least to what im experiencing now)
    and both songs suddenly hold such a deep meaning to me.
    ahhhh freak, this is not going the right way.
    so much for saying its okay if i lose you, shit, i must've been out of my mind then.
    im sore-ray if i really made you um, upset (okay, what the hell is this? you wont even read it)
    you know i cant afford to strain our friendship over such silly things (silly me). hell, we might not be close but you're still very impt to me (for certain reasons)
    please dont be upset, please dont be like this, cause you're the greatest and i dont wanna lose you, ever. iloveyou <3

    -Pink&Black

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    4:48 AM

    Sunday, November 11, 2007




    today, i somehow felt like a totally different person.
    today, i know im not my normal self.
    today, i had a crush on two diff ppl.
    cool.

    -Pink&Black

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    Saturday, November 10, 2007


    life's unfair. cant be more true



    life's unfair, thats so true
    why cant we just have everything at once?
    sacrifices, sacrifices. you have to sacrifice everything, sacrifice things you dont want to, just to get life going as normal as possible
    something thats hard for me.
    okay try being me now.
    this world seems to be just like a puzzle
    it can fall apart any time and you have to fix it back, then the whole process repeats over and over again
    and sometimes, just pieces fall out and it seems easy to put it back, but when many pieces fall out at once, you wont have time to fix it back darling.
    when you're at the crossroads, and you dont know what to do,..
    even crying doesnt help. cause big girls dont cry. yesss.
    i hate these kinda things
    you dont say it, but i see it
    you dont address it, but indirectly, you did
    you dont blame me, but deep inside you do

    tell me you dont.

    cause tell me, is that what friends are for?

    thank god i met Mad Hatter today.(on attempt to make me feel better) but maybe not on sucha good note though. cause it made me think and reflect so much. mostly can be seen on top. a little gesture, made me feel appreciated. all the more its getting harder for me. when will life ever be fair?

    -Pink&Black

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    6:03 AM




    today, hmm how shall i describe today?
    okay i think i shall talk about my work attachment first.

    third day!
    it was fine i guess, cant rmb much. oh, didnt have any lessons till like four? i planned out with them the recipe to make AHEM, fruit salad! haha they're such cutie pies. then MS AMIRA came along to help me (since ms chiok has been abandoning me!!) we TRIED playing games with them but...
    had pe next and they totally loved captain's ball! ;D
    haha and its funny and cute the way they sing(SHOUT) the national anthem, with weird funny mispronunciations.
    home by bus and it was so peaceful, ended my day with a cute msg from Mad Hatter ;)

    last day!
    omg we had to come like so freaking early (THANKS TO MDM LAI)
    even all our mentor teachers were so surprised we were alr in school at eight! OMG
    slacked the whole day away, write notes for MY KIDS! all 29 of them yes (:
    OH i was looking at aqilah from outside after helping her and laughing at her while she teach the kids (LOL) then her mentor teacher came and forced me to go in! haha funny okay yea the kids are so adorable!! (p1)
    then started off with their comp lab session with the help of MS AQILAH. then after tt had fruit salad making session! :DD
    the kids damn sweet laaa and i really bonded so superduper well with them its no diff than like talking to my sis okay seriously :0
    "teacher, why your pencilbox so big!"
    "teacher, why you never buy more chocolate rice!"
    "teacher, you want fruit! very nice!"
    "WAH, TEACHER BRING CHOCOLATE WAFER FOR US!" (shouting loudly when he peeked into my plastic bag :/)
    haha i really love them!
    i made them write um, a personal thing about themselves, to tell me more bout themselves for me to keep ;D
    haha then they were so enthu for pe cause they wanted to play captain's ball!
    loll i thought we couldnt because i dont have the PASS/KEY to the pe room, so i chased after aqilah's mentor teacher (since she's otw to the pe room) haha i felt so stupid okay, cause after the whole pe lesson then i realised you can open the pe room with our pass and the pass was in my pocket all along :0
    the kids loved pe! hahah it was the best time ever that i spent with them, i cant even describe it
    the goodbye part was the most heart breaking one )':
    all of us felt like crying okay, seriously, cause even though its only been 3 days, we've bonded so much, we grew to love them more and more.
    ahh, memorable. smth i'll never ever forget.

    im going to obviously miss my beloved 2/8 ):
    im going to miss tapping the pass everywhere, feeling so privilaged!!
    im going to miss the great company
    im so going to miss the whole place, including our um, resource room (?)
    im going to miss being a 'teacher'
    im going to miss coming to the school, haha with our mindset that we have to go through the same thing, coming to school late, walking back slowly to boon lay interchange after school and such
    im going to miss EVERYTHING about this work attachment i swear )':

    -Pink&Black

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    Wednesday, November 07, 2007




    i cant seem to write anything here. i cant seem to think properly. funny how love can cause so much NDIHBDVG#h. (i cant put it properly in words)
    maybe its not even fit to be called love :0
    im hallucinating (not mayonnaise)

    -Pink&Black

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    5:32 AM

    Tuesday, November 06, 2007




    today is my 'oh-so-eventful' day :/
    work attachment, obviously. were late tgt with amira. the assembly was erm, half retarded, half amusing.
    then after the concert and stuff i didnt have any lessons till four thirty (like omg i had so much free time pls)
    then lunch-ed with venus, su and diana (aqilah, aisah and amira had lessons!) ate the canteen's cheap but expensive food. they're so privilaged okay, have like much nicer food than us, like wth. ):
    then aqilah asked me to follow her eat, so i went down again, and amira came.
    after that! i finally get to meet my class ;D
    haha they're so funny okay

    ms chiok: "good afternoon class!"
    2/8: "good afternoon ms chiok!"
    ms chiok: "okay, this is ms hanisah, she will be your teacher for the next few days. greet her, class"
    2/8: "good afternoon ms hanisah!"(omg cuteeeeee! ;D)
    ms chiok: "okay good, take a seat"
    2/8: "thank you ms hanisah!"

    HAHAH i just think thats damn funny la can.
    then we had some math game thingy in the math room and haha, the p6 kids were like err okay i dunno, like afraid and shy like that. haha! bet they dont know im only 15! and i heard them whispering/saying "aiyah of course she knows how to play la, she's a teacher what, if teacher confirm very smart one." LOL they've yet to know bout how im doing in school man.

    then after that went back to class and ms chiok left me alone with the class OMGG
    plus! the 2/2 malay boys joined my class :0
    okay of course inside im panicking like hell cause first, im like so inexperienced and she wants me to teach just like that?! second, i dont know how to handle the kids :00
    haha so i proceeded on with the teaching plan, teach them poems. (okay, seriously, i doubt they understand me 3/4 of the time)
    but the next hour felt like it passed by so quickly.
    haha first, like more than 3/4 of the class keep coming to me to ask me what to do and this and that. and they keep coming back to ask more :/ (proves im such an inexperienced teacher)
    and haha, so many eventful things happened:
    1.) "i like eric, because he smells like garlic" LOLL
    2.) boys running around and literally dragging them back to their seats
    3.) "little fight" broke out when the boys were running around and sort of broke this girl's waterbottle :// (so pri sch?)
    4.) this boy keep coming to me and talking to me rubbish, like about pokemon, about his friends etc :/
    5.) "ms hanisah may i drink water?" ??!! i almost forgot such stupid things exist in pri sch :0
    6.) 2/2 malay boys playing with little toy cars at the back of the class and rushing back to their seats when i approach them and giving me that look. tsktsk
    7.) almost every student coming up to me to show me their work and me saying the same thing ("okay, very good!")
    8.) the chairperson and vice chairperson coming up to me every now and then to complain bout the smallest thing
    9.) shouting across the class to the naughty boys

    haha okay so thats my day in the classroom. went home after that, was surprisingly tired okay. reached home around eight, and surprisingly late too huh. okay im so tired now, im off byeeeee

    -Pink&Black

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    Monday, November 05, 2007




    ok lets talk about um today!
    okay so basically, work attachment. :/
    aqilah and me met, and we think we both look weird ):
    had very light, uh breakfast (mr bean's pancake yummyumm) and we took a bus to blgps(yeahh and the walking journey from the busstop to the school was horrible ://)
    anws! we came just to find out that the whole sch's empty cause they have marking day :/
    so no teaching today, and i got attached to ms avia chiok ((:
    omg she's like really supersuper nice she's no different then like someone who's my good friend. HAHAH.
    BUT she let me plan all the activities and games for all her el lessons and pe lessons. i dunno if thats good, maybe. cause i have alot of trouble thinking of the suitable activities and games for them (cause have to see their interest, safety, avaibility of spaces etc) oh my class's 2/8 ;D one of the best class! hoho.
    so, i planned according to what she suggested, sort of. have a uh, food competition, teach them how to write poems (my fav!!!), then make a card and write a poem in the card and then for pe we're playing captain's ball! HEHE ;D
    okay, then jp after tt, aqilah left and siti and raihan who were from sch joined us later on (:
    haaha anddddd sort of failed attempt to take nice proper pics in toilet with amira (;

    -Pink&Black

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    Saturday, November 03, 2007




    omg, did anybody ever told you that crying sucks out all the energy in you?
    everything in the worls seems like a bitch these past few days
    sorry, i just need some time alone. sorry if i just ignore you or dont actually normally, again, i just need some time alone.
    of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
    noone ever warns or bothers to explain, of the heartache life can bring and what it means

    -Pink&Black

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